I am 31 years old, I have been married with my husband for a year now. I had a pervious long horrible relationship with an older man, he was actually 12 years older than I was. I got preganant twice by him and both of them resulted in miscarriages. I know this sounds horrible but in a way I am glad I never had those babies because I would have stuck with a horrible guy in my life forever. Now that I am happily married I got pregnant and didn't know it until I went to the bathroom and had a miscarriage. What is wrong with me? Why can't I go through a pregnancy full term? My libido had decreased I am never in the mood and I am really concerned because I am always missing periods. I missed my period three months in a row last year and now this year I missed my period in July and I am not pregnant. What is going on with my body?