Beckestbeck's blog

My new addiction

I posted a blog yesterday about my past....my sexual abuse, my drug addiction and a few other things.  Well, I want to share about my new addiction.  A GOOD addiction.  I would lay in bed feeling hopeless, and that I really had nothing to live for.  I felt like a bad person, which I was a bad person.  I was the "kid" that parents would make their kids stay away from.   I knew in...
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Todays show....

Watching today's show brought up so many emotions because I was that little girl!  I just wanted to reach through that screen and hug her.  She is not alone in this fight, which to be honest, WILL be the hardest fight in her life.   When I was 10, a family member started to sexually abuse me.  I grew up thinking that it was his way of showing his love to me.  That I was...
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my daughters anxiety

Wow, life has been super busy around our house!  Keeping up with everything is a chore but all well worth it when I see those little faces smiling back at me!  I am in the process of starting a daisy scout troop and our first meeting is THIS monday!  YIKES.  I am playing clean the house, lesson plan, take training classes and everything else!  I am just so thankful for coffee!   Anyways, I have...
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The loss of a friend.

I wanted to dedicate my first blog on here to a dear friend that I lost just three weeks ago to breast cancer! I wanted to write about an amazing women who has changed my life forever! In January 2004, I had the honor to be a part of a fundraising campaign here in Reno called Man women and celebrity of the year to benefit the Leukemia and Lymphoma society. At the kick off event,...
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