Hi, I am updating my blog. My fibromyalgia has gotten worse. My home life has also gotten worse too. My husband has been asking me for a divorce every month for about 2 years. So when he asked again this time, I said OK. It is scary because being married to him, I get my health insurance. I am in constant pain, some days worse than others. Some days I can't even get our of bed or I can't keep my eyes open. I have a relative that lives with me and helps me with the house, the children, and on my worse days, she takes care of me. I can't remember things. Somtimes when I talk, the words come out the wrong way. It is really embarrassing. I also am lonely, the friends I have are on the computer, because I don't get out much. I

I do have some good news! When I had started taking medicines for fibromyalgia, I was given Lyrica. I put on 50 pounds in 5 months. I have slowly taken off 36 pounds :) it takes longer because everytime I exercise, I hurt so bad, I end up in bed for a day or two. I still have a long way to go until I will be happy with my weight, but this is a nice start to something I never wanted to happen. I am hoping the lighter I get, the easier it will be to feel good about myself and move around easier.