After watching the Dr Phil show today I have put me at the top of my to-do list.  Or shall I call the get done list!?  I ordered the 17day diet book some time ago and I have had for a couple weeks now.  Ready to order a new diet book the Dr phil show had this as his topic.  Ha!  Ok ok ok stick with this book before I jump ship and get in another canoe.  I have dedicated myself to attempt to commit to 17 days.  How hard is that?  Ha, commiting to day one is difficult.  I have an emotional eating disorder for as long as I can remember.  My very first thought of food is when I was 5 and asked for a freckled hamburger from mcdonalds.  That would have been a Big Mac.  Just the tought makes my mouth water.  How am I going to commit to 1 days of this?  Because I am tired of always being the biggest one in the group.  How I can do this is by determination.  I don't want to live this life with the curse.  I am ready to excercise this curse out of me!  17 days. I can do this.