I love life but as you will read the past few years have been tough to say the least.

I have alienated my family and friends because of my pain. I must try to live day by day with quite a bit of pain from the accidents, nope not a pity party but first accident in july of 2005 and 2nd in july of 2007.  Good part is that I made it thru July of 2009 so I am keeping a positive attitude and hope that maybe I can be accident free and get back on track to a happy and healthy 2nd half of my life. Yep I'm 51 so I do want to get pain free and med free.  Some people say that they want to stay away from me because I get in accidents.  I didn't cause either of them I was hit by 2 people that ran stop signs and crashed in to my car.  I've learned a lot about the system, that being the auto insurance system, things quite frankly I never wanted to know but without some knowledge you really get zero help and I really don't think I've gotten a fair deal at this point.