Sense of style, wow try sleep pants, you know the type, very colorful and cotton, large T-shirts of bright colors to match the pants. For places I need to dress up, that would be colorful dress, ankle length with a jacket over it.

I have fun spiked hair and usually no makeup. this is due to the fact that I can't hide what 55 years has done to me and can't do anything about my DNA, look more and more like my mother everyday.

Not much I really love about my life but Love my grandkids in my life, two that I don't see much and one who I live with. My life is full of body pain right now and don't have medical insurance so I suffer without much help. Doesn't matter to my grown kids who are handicapped but so is my husband and they all think they should be the only ones to suffer and feel sorry for. I should go out and get a job and stop feeling sorry for myself after years of working and taking care of them.

I think they believe no matter what I was told by the doctors that I am full of it. I have a mass in my liver unchecked since last year. Don't know what it is 4cm x 2cm x  2cm at that time. Back pain so bad that when I do to the hospital they give me a shot and meds and tell me to see my regular doctor. Well don't have one and don't qualify for medicade or medicare yet. Just went into the medicade office and I might just receive some help and ofcourse that would depend on them and then what the doctor I see is like, will he take an interest or just be one of those who is a pill pusher and really doesn't care.

I suffer from a case of not liking the way I look. I don't like to go out in public because I think people stare at me because of the way I look. I really don't think I look like I did when I was only 35 and I still looked really good. I have been going downhill the last couple years and it's only getting worse. I am starting to worry I may die soon before anyone finds out what is going on. I just had to leave by ambulance because I couldn't get out of bed in the morning because I was in so much pain. They gave me a shot again and sent me out with prescriptions I don't have the money to fill. How wonderful again.

The last thing I bought for a friend was a card. Don't have alot of money so they think it is very nice when I do.