I am a single mom of 2 daughters, 19 and 9.  I am divorced from my oldest daughters dad and my youngest her dad passed away in 2007.  I live on eggshells around both my daughters for different reasons.  On top of all that, I am stepping into my time of menopause.  I have put on weight and I a so touchy about everything.  I work full time, which I am happy about, but have all the guilt that every Mom working has.  I wonder if I am spending enough time with my kids?  I started going to the gym about a year and a half ago and yes, I carry guilt there too, but I have not lost one pound on the same hand I have not gained any weight.  I have a trainer to help me and I journal what I eat and how I feel.  My youngest sees a psychologist and I wonder if I am doing that enough, too much.  Mostly I feel like I am going out of my mind.  This is how my thought process is, random.