About Me
My name is Michelle! I am a mother of 3 Lauren 23, Christopher 22 and Nicole 19, also a grandmother of 2 Mayah 3 and Santiago 1 month. Divorced 19 years and in a complicated relation of almost 7 years. Currently unemployed living with my boyfriend. I moved out to San Diego in February. I used to love to draw on my spare time, love watching UFC and playing WII. I am a very caring and giving person and would give the shirt of my back if someone needed it! I think I tend to over due it at times with certain people, but it's hard not to. I have a slight problem with my weight and can't find the strength to work on it and my boyfriend doesn't help much by doing what he does. I don't like to workout alone and can't motivate myself to do so. I pretty much stay home and pretty much do nothing with myself as I should, but depression keeps me from being motivated like I should be. I miss my children and unfortunatley they live about 3 hours away.
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Goals
- mruesga68
- July 16, 2010
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Happy Friday to all! So yesterday was a crappy day for me especially when he got home. I felt alienated for some reason and just felt bad. I have goals I set for myself to start on Monday and I truely hope I stick to it this time. I tend to give up very easy and that's not good. I see that he is bothered about something and ofcourse will never admit to what it...
Anxiety
- mruesga68
- July 15, 2010
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Well today I am feeling alot of anxiety and my heart feels like it wants to just jump out. I am doing my best to look forward and start my goals, but it's hard. My bf lately seems to be a little preoccupied and looks like something is bothering him. HHHHmmmm, I think he's feeling the guilt of what he continues to do it and he can't decide what to do about it. Simple either...
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SO CONFUSED IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY!!!
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On: Anxiety (Post) I couldn't agree with you more! Really not worth the hurt and pain. I...
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I could never get mad at you for or anyone else for that matter tryin...
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It just gets soo hard at times and finding out more stuff he's doing ...
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I GIVE UP, I'M DONE!!!! NOT WORTH MY HEALTH OR STRESS ANYMORE!!!!
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Thank you!
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Thank you! But my family and I hide it well...
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Michelle,I just got done looking at your pics,I dn't see...
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I can see it now....it is so perfect...
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SO CONFUSED IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY!!!
I know its very hard on you and the more you find out the more it hurts.I have also noticed that the more you find out about him the lower your self confidence goes.Please DO NOT let him do that to you!!!!!You are a good person and a very pretty woman and you deserve soooooo much better than what you have now..There are alot of men who do the things he is doing just to keep you down and make you feel bad about yourself,they even convence you that no other man would ever want you so you will stay with them.They get off on that for some reason.Don't give him that satisfaction,like I said your very pretty and you can do much better than him.You deserve and will someday have a real man that will cherish and love you like you deserve.So hold your head HIGH and stay POSITIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!Jamie
I could never get mad at you for or anyone else for that matter trying to help! I just tend to give up very easy and have to learn to be strong and get out, but again it's very hard!
It just gets soo hard at times and finding out more stuff he's doing is killing me. I just don't know what do you anymore!
Michelle,Whenever things start to get to you and you get down on yourself,go back and read the BLOG you wrote on JULY 14.I was so proud of you when I just read that!!!YOU GO GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!Just keep reading that as often as you need to and it will keep you in the right frame of mind when things get tough with things at home.I really feel that will help you alot.I really LOVED IT.....Jamie
Hello Michelle,I am sorry that its been awhile since we have talked.How are things going with you? I Pray that you are doing Ok.I hope that you are not mad at me,I have had so mane Dr.appointments these past weeks since the wreck and still have more comming up.I still try to talk to my friends on here but sometimes i have just been so tired or hurting that I just haven't felt like even turning the computer on much less type on it.I do apologize for that.I hope you are Ok and that I hear from you soon.Jamie
I GIVE UP, I'M DONE!!!! NOT WORTH MY HEALTH OR STRESS ANYMORE!!!!
The headaches in the back of my head are killing me and don't know why I am getting them. They come pretty much everyday some times to the point I can't move my head. Been going on for almost 2 wks now and don't know why.
Found it and found some exercises to do at home Thank you!
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