All of the emphasis is on Obesity, what about us who are underweight?

I want to help ANYONE who is bullied, that includes adults.   At 53 I have been bullied nearly to death.... literally!

Single, under 5'0, 100lbs & unable to eat.  I am/was a RN, but unabe to work now.  No income, investments etc. nearly gone.   I have lost all or most of my muscle.  

I have NO FRIENDS!  When I did have friends, they could not believe all of the bad things that would happen to me.  Honest to God, they would call me with in a few days of seeing me & say "I'VE  BEEN ELLENed".  I know Dr. Phil says there is a reason someone has bad luck ...or thinks they have bad luck, but it is what they are doing that causes it. ... or something like that.    

I only leave my house for absolute necessaty's..... no more than 2-3 times a Month.  That is usually for Mt Dew ... which is what I am living on....Yes, I know better!  I do drink milk when I have it.  I'm not sure I will be able to go out again.  I only take a few steps a day.... just too weak & I am twitching badly, very SOB, dizzy & I now realize how confused/forgetful I am.

My Momma passed away in 2005, I am still having trouble dealing with it. 

After she passed away I began working as a travel RN.   I moved from Indiana to Florida.  

I had to move 3 times in less than a year.  I was renting brand new condo's or Villa's.  Every one of them became uninhavitable due to Mold.  The Mold was caused from leaking pipes.  I had Renters Ins., but they did not pay me a dime.  I had to live in a hotel until I could find another home.  I am extremely alllergic to Mold.  The owner's did not compensate me either ..... one did not even return my damage deposit.  I had to throw away nearly everything that had.  I kept sentimental things .... baby blankets, quilts my momma made, photo's/ albums etc.  They are all in a container in the mold smell is over whelming.  I use a mask when I want to look at them.  One even used 2 Industrial size Ozone Generators for over 48 hours with NO monitoring & did not air it out before I walked in.  I was over come.  They said it was not just the Ozone but all of the VOC's caused by the Ozone.

I could not find a Dr. to treat me or test me.  Very few know much about it, there are no Gov't guidelines except in CA.

Then

I was assualted in the ER by a METH Addict (I worked in a very busy Trauma ER).  C5-6 were herniated, back eyes, but WORSE of all my TEETH.  They were broken, knocked loosed, chipped & some even broken to the gum line. They sent me to 3 work comp dentist, beccause each one would cause more damage.  

That is a big part of my problems.  Some front ones have been pulled, several broken off again, crowns not sealed & painful etc.   I no longer eat anything solid because when I bite down another tooth will break or chip off.

I spent thousands to have repairs made after the Woek Comp dentist, but I ran out of money.  

MANY MANY More things have happend ......honestly every time I leave my home something will happen.

The first place I moved to when I returned to IN had a water leak .... another large amount of mold.  The air was tested by a certified lab.  Results were very high.  I have no moved 6 times since May, 2010.

All of this wore me out.  I began to just rest & now it is 2013.  I was sure I would get  my teeth fixed & get back on my feet, but that is NOT going to happen.

When all of the problems occured & I tried to deal with each one....... I think they saw me as a push over, single little women.  

THESE BULLIES DESTROYED MY LIFE & THEY WERE ALL ADULTS!!

Please help those who are underweight, who do NOT eat when they are stressed  & talk about ADULT BULLIES!!

It could save a life.

I do/did had a passion ...... to be an Independant Patient Advocate.  To help the Patients!!  Part of it was to audit charts & find all of the over charges, mistakes & negioate with the Ins Co, or Health Care Facility!  I can't do it on my own now.  My power even got cut off because I forgot to pay the bill. I have NEVER EVER had a utility shut off for non-payment!

ALSO I wanted to help people who are living in horrible conditions because thry have "slumlords" landlord who do NOT care.  It's shocking to know how many of these slumlords are millionaires.  I did start talking with the EPA, CDC &  Dr. Schaunesey (sp) about setting limits on Mold, Ozone, VOC's etc that are in peoples homes.  Many are very low income & can not afford anything better.....but they & there CHILDREN are living in TOXIC HOMES!   Landlords should be held accountable!! 

I DO NOT THINK THIS WILL BE NOTICED BY YOU....... I AM NOT BEING ARTICULATE & NOT GETTING TO THE POINT!

I do hope you read this & understand at least part of it.

I WILL BET Dr. PHIL that BAD LUCK DOES FOLLOW PEOPLE .... & that he will NOT be able to say it doesn't with me!!

Sincerely,

Ellen 

PS I loved the girl who got the schoolarship ...... She seemed genuine & VERY THANKFUL & APPRECIATIVE!!  

This is so POORLY Written ... I Apologize!