So, it has been a while, I know.  I am thouroughly agrivated right now. What started out as me going in for stress and exhaustion has turned into one ordeal after another. (see previous blogs) Well, since  then, my doctors have switched my muscle relaxer/anti-anxiety medication and while it does seam to help with the shaking, It knocks me out cold.  Also, since they weren't seeing the results they wanted on the one anti depressant,...

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Well, it has been a while.  Sorry if any one has been woried.  I have suffered a few set backs.  I had been on Lexipro, which seamed to be working well, they were amples that my doctor had given me.  Then we found out that my insurance wouldn't cover it so I was switched to a different medication, which I had a major reaction to.  I took one dose and the next day woke up shaking....

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So, I have been on medication for 3 days now.  I know they said they would take some time to start working, but these things are wierd.  I had two days of Euphoria like symptom's, quite frankly I felt drunk.  I take them, and at first I feel realy tired and fall asleep, then four hours later wake up and can't fall back asleep.  Not sure if it's the meds or what, I'm totally out...

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Hi, Just to start off, depression happens.  Plain and simple.  I am a normaly happy go lucky person, I have a wonderful husband, and the coolest little kid on the planet.  I also have a great job.  I don't sound like the type of person that should be depressed.  However, here I am 4 in morning, I can't sleep, and I can't seam to stop crying.  I know that I have been a little bit out...

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