WAITING this week for TOMMY's results of his HEART TESTS....and NEXT STEPS FOR HIS DEFIB OPERATION etc...

I am feeling quite HELPLESS actually.  Last night he had a fever and I am doouting (sp) sorry again on my Special, Sweet, Sexy,Best Friend, HUSBAND.... BUT LIKE LAST YEAR when he had a BLOOD CLOT on his HEART MY HUSBAND is deminstrating MEMORY LOSS. and kind of slurred speech..I dont know what to do.

(BUT)

If it gets any worse regardless WHAT MY MAN SAYS i will pick up the telephone AND CALL 9-11

Like yesterday..... we had a CONTRACTOR over AT 9am and TOMMY didnt even remember the conversation which took place! Once I bought it up what we talked about than he had recall.  This scares me TRULY!

He is actually choking up alot of flem excuse me for being so graphic on this blog. 

Tommy takes over 10 pills daily and he said it was OK I SHARE OPENLY IN MY BLOG...This sharing helps me get it out of my brain so I dont go internally NUTS with thoughts of loosing him...

In my life I have found MY TRUE LOVE..I now know the meaning of what it is to have a respectful partnership and a man who adores me and I adore him and any thoughts of him being sick or harmed makes me feel so out of sorts and its quite unbearable truly...

THe Medications he takes are the following:......WELLBUTRIN 300 MG,  ASPIRIN81MG, OXYCODONE 5MG,@DinnerSEROQUEL 400MGLA,COUIDIN10MG,NIASPAN500MG,CRESTOR10MG,ALTACE10MG,COREG25MG

Tommy was in THE ARMY and he now admits he is like 60 pounds over weight! I have about 30 pounds OVER WEIGHT.  WE together have set out SHORT TERM GOALS over the next 3 months THANKS TO THE DRS TV SHOW we are going  To get on with Healthy........EATING HABITS 100 percent. 

I AM GOING TO EMPTY THE REFRIGARATOR out this afternoon and go Grocery shopping. 

We are going to plan out our menus.  Tommy found certain great menus online.

 FACE ALL Medical issues head on.  Plan and appreciate feeding our temples our bodies and start a daily exercise resigm.

Please pray for us as we pray for all of you on the DRS WEBSITE.

I will cont to keep you all posted.

xox