I am a wife and mother. I have 4 boys. A 24 (March 24, 1985) year old. A 22 (June 4, 1986) year old. A 15 (November 30 1993) year old. And my baby boy LOL 12 (June 30, 1996) year old. I homeschool the two younger ones. I love my life, but am wondering at times if life loves me.

I had lower back surgery in 1995. I had cervical surgery in 2004. The pain somedays is excruitiating and some days are good.

My oldest kids have been into hard drugs and my oldest drinks a lot. So life just is full of different things everyday. I never know if the day is going to be good or bad.