Hello Doctors I'm a calif. girl far from home, i've been in and out of hospitals since the age of 12 the last time was do to a accident I feel down 2 steps and brock my neck, they replaced my C3 with piece of bone from my hip and a titanium plate I lost the function of my legs and arms, also have this numbing feeling all over the exterior parts of my body the worse is the burning sensation of my hands.....its been three yrs.i'm know able to walk and use my arms with hi doses of meds. and 2 hrs. of exercise 5 days a week. I was feeling great and very happy with everything i accomplished...but 4 jobs and 3 yrs. later always being told.... they have to let me go do to lack of performance, I worked 45 to 55 hrs. a week in Automotive Sales hi energy lot of stress, and no longer had the time to exercise, well I started having physical problems the right side of my body....and the burning sensation of the hands spread to the exterior of my body, what in my mind was a miracles and a accomplishment to my employers was a slacker......I've been out of work since july, and my doctors are still trying to figure out what's causing this shocking pain from the right side of my lower back and right leg......My question is ???  in my mind there was no way I would spend the rest of my life in a wheel chair, where there is a will there is a way that what I always say, but my problem is how do I stop my body from feeling so much pain caused from my brain functions, its crazy if i'm sad or mad or scared or worried, or stressed my body reacts to it, it drains me I have no energy..... my way to explain how i feel is  i'm seating in a electric chair and every time I'm feeling a emotions my body get a beating how do I make it stop.....