I AM JUST LARNING HOW TO SPELL THE MEANING OF WORDS. MY BRAIN SHUT DOWN WHEN I WAS 3 YEARS OLD AND STARDED WHEN I WAS 68 I NEVER COULD SAY HOW I FELT BECAUSE I DID NOT NO. I AM NOW MOVING ON AS A 5 YEAR OLD SOCIALY. BECAUSE OF WHAT HAPPEND TO ME DOCTORS DID ME SO WRONG I NEVER WILL HAVE A LIFE. IT TOOK ME 1 HOUR TO WRITE THIS. WHERE CAN I GET HELP. WHEN I WAS 3 I WAS HIT HARD BY A CAR.