I think what I look forward to most is seeing me again......what do I mean by that? When I look in the mirror or at myself in pictures I don't see me. I think it is because I was thin my whole life until after having kids (not blaming them) so that is who I am and who I want to be. I don't even know this person that I am right now. People don't realize that it changes you. You are not as outgoing because you worry people are thinking to themselves....who is this fat person? You don't go out as much or at all because you worry you will run into someone you knew when you were thin and they will now know that you are FAT and let yourself go. Soooo.... I look forward to seeing and being ME again!
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I know exactly how you feel. I've avoided going out to parties, made excuses, pretended to be sick, all to avoid having people see me like this. I used to be very social and active, but after gaining all this weight now I'm a homebody. At my top weight of 234, I looked in the mirror and did not recognize my face, I had gained so much in my cheeks and neck that I found my own face ugly. It was a shock and one of the main reasons I started this.
I'm looking forward to going out again too. Too bad we are all scattered across North America or we could have one hell of a girls night out at the end of this! Good luck Irishstar!
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