Hello everyone

 I am sorry for not being in here for awhile I have been dealing with a few medical problems, mental problems and everyday problems. Anyway I have some realy exciteing news  on Christmas day of 2008 my boyfriend of almost 3 years now proposed to me it was realy of course a suprise to me I knew he had the ring cause its what I asked for for Christmas from him but I didn't know when or where he was gona propose he chose to propose at his parents house on Christmas day with my folks their and his folks he video taped my reaction I managed to say yes before I started crying he told me he choose Christmas day cause it was the first Christmas without my grandpa and he didnt want me to remember it as a bad Christmas. So In November of this year a day after his birthday were geting married. I never thought I was the marring type but cupid hit me with his arrow  and things changed. My mom is my wedding planner I guess she told me she has always dreamed of planning my wedding. I have plenty of say so in what happens  but my mom is realy creative so she has alot of good ideas I will use, plus I have gobs of family pitcheing in to help. My colors are going to be expresso brown, rose pink and white. I have my dress and it is absolutly stunning, I went on e-bay and have a style in mind for my bridesmaids dresses its a marlyn monroe style dress I have showed it to my bridesmaids they all love it im thinking about seeing if they make it in childrens sizes and geting two in pink for my flower girl and ring barrer.

In other news on a bad footI have been diagnosed with two new medical conditions since I was on here last I was just diagnosed with diabetes last thurs its on the low end when my Blood sugar was taken at my Dr's office it was 171 so he put me on glucaphage twice a day, he also put me on a antibiotic for  diverticulitis that was on my arms after I had a sunburn and it healed and was peeling but these sores like were forming underneath but since I have been on the antibotic it has cleared up , But I am beginning to wonder if the antibiotic is going to kill me in the process of curing me lol lol it has given me verry watery stools Don't think I have had a sold stool yet with the med. Oh well its at least cleaning me out. Its hard now that I have diabeties cause I have had to change my diet im tring to get used to a few new things like sweetnlow in mytea instead of sugar which is not bad. 

The other new health prob I have just been diagnosed with is amental problem I have been told after years of suspicion that I am bi-polar the dr put me on triliptol letme tell you it has made a big difference in me I am much more with it and together I can think clearer than I did and it has helped my moods alot as well I know when Im not on it Ijust feel out of control. Even though I am still trying to get my anger undercontrol  things are getting better.

Well it looks like I have wrote a book so I am gona close here and I will check in from time to time to see how things are.

Kimberly