Its almost 6am on a sunday I should be in my bed asleep with my husband but I am not I had a nightmare that scared me to t he point of not be able to go back to sleep. Even though the ol eye lids are drooping and I am sleepy I am just afraid to fall asleep. Can't stop thinking about the nightmare it was sorta comical because of the two chracters in it but what they were doing was not it was something striaght out of a horror movie and has me to scared to go to sleep. I can't do anything like drink warm milk or anything like that casue I am suffering from food posioning and the milk would make matters worse. So here I am bloging feel silly doing this its only a dream and dreams can't hurt you thats what I am telling myself  but my mind has a habit of replaying things over and over in it like a bad movie it realy drives me insane or sane since I have been told I am already insane lol lol . Its like here a while back I saw a scene in a horror movie where one of the Victims gets eaten by a pack of stray dogs it doen't show her actualy being eaten just shows  her hanging upside down by a rope her arm bleeding one dog got a taste of her blood barked here a buch of other dogs coming around surounding the girl and then it cuts away leaving your mind to wander. Well ever since I saw that scene it has stuck in my mind can't shake it  no mater how hard I try and it makes me alittle fearfull of all dogs and I love dogs. Their are days when a good case of Amnesia would be welcome not a bad case just a mild case so I would forget it but I figure it time I will forget it.

On a lighter note went Christmas shopping withthe Fam yesterday got most of it done still got a few more things tog et the hubby. I am stressing on what to get him I don't know I know he dosent have a good Drill I may get him that casue so far I have only got him clothes but thats what he needs.  I got my mom's gift done althought Imay get her a little more than what I got her Imean her and dad are geting Don and I a new dryer since the heating element went out in ours we can't afford a new one. so far all I got my mom is apair or fuzzy purple fleese loungue pants and some purple gloves I have yet to get her a wallet. Dad I am geting him a lunch box and i got him one of those forever lazy's. My husband got alot of early Christmas gifts yesterday that he needs to finish he wood working projects he doing for people for Christmas. Tring to get the Christmas goodie list going I know their one thing if its not to hard to make I am making its a oreo cheesecake truffle some lady at the drug store made some they had tomany so they were giving them to the customers I tried one it was to die for. I will probably pay dearly for it at the first of the year when I start going on a diet I am puting my hubby and I on one well its not a diet just changing our eating habits to healthier ones gonna try to ween him off soda thats gonna be hard cause thats about all he drinks. my problenis allmy fat had gone right to my belly  I am 34 with stretch marks and I have had no kids thats not right. I want bothof us to live till were 100 I mean silent heart attacks run in my fam I already have BP issues I don't want to have aheart attack at 50 or 70 I want my hubby around with me so I figure grab the bull by the horns now before things get out of hand. I am gonna try to excercise as well I gotta watch how hard I push myself due to my Narcoelepsy or I will pass out also I am prone to overheart easy cause I push myself. I go at it once I start and don't take breaks to rehydrate I don't think about it  now I see how important it is so I will now I dorta excercise now by danceing even thought I stink at it and fall down more than i dance I still get the Cardo going. I amgonna go try to go back to sleep for a bit later