hey guys what doctor would i goto for these glands that are swollen.  One is bigger than the other and they have been like that for a few years.  Its an eye sore and depresses me greatly.  Would i goto an ear, nose and throat doctor.

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Well the exwife called today.  Just to go back in time. Yes i was married and had a child.  Well i got divorced and she said i wasn't the father.  She didnt want child support or anything just for me to sign away rights.  Well I told her after a dna test proves it then i would.  She never did.  I haven't seen her(my daughter in years) she wouldn't tell me were they lived.  She...

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Well its that time of the year and my team the Eagles whipped that Carolina butt.  Anyway thats my only salvation from a miserable life.  I cant get over my depression and especially my appearence.  Im really to weird and/or ugly looking.  I tried to shave and really need facial hair to balance out my bad looks and try to make it seem that my turkey neck, lack of chin and lack of jawline are...

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Well its Wensday and im going to see the doctor for some advice on my BDD(OCD) thing.  He's a family doctor for my boss and he's willing to sit down with me and see what i can do.  Well its a start.  Hope it goes well im always nervous... WISH ME LUCK!   Have a great day people!

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This guy feels exactly like me except  I have a job which im missing today to find a therapist or somebody to talk to.  Any  help would be great but here is a link to a guy who explains everything that i feel.  I finally found sonmebody who feel's my pain: http://www.queendom.com/advices/advice.htm?advice=508

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Well guys last week couldn't end any worse.  I couldn't make it through the nd of the day at work.   I was getting really wigged out and sketchy!  People who say they are my friends, saying they wouldn't talk or laugh at me.  Well they do when my face is in the sunlight I catch them laughing and stop as i look at them.  You know what im saying like you caught them.  Then they...

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Thanx for all the replies.  Im not on here for sympathy, that is not my intention.  I just want to find answers to live a normal life.  I hope it never comes to suicide and its only been thoughts.  I've tried talking to people and using antidepressants but they make me feel sluggish and talking to people really doesn't help.  I try to ignore others and focus on my kids but the negative thoughts seem...

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I've been depressed for years and dont go out or take my kids anywhere.  I get my groceries at 6am on a monday just so i dont have to  see people.  When im out in public people stare and make jokes.  Other people just laugh or look at me like they are going to vomit.  I  wish i could get a nose job.  Im living in a hell that i cant get out of.  I...

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