I am an 100% disabled Veteran who is so fustrated at times. I cannot seem to do the simplest things which some folks take for granted. I want to be able to make my own bed, clean my house even enjoy my yard but I can't because of all the limitations that my body will not let me. I am in pain 24/7 to where I cannot sleep like a normal person. I still try to find the better things or brighter things in life. I find it a challenge when my body tells me NO when I want to do something. I will NOT let anything or anyone get the best of me. GOD must have a reason for me to continue on so I keep trying to find a better way or a better life style. Sometimes it does get to me but I try not letting the "pity parties" last too long. I want to be under 200 lbs & I want to be able to handle some pain so I keep trying each day I wake up no matter what. I have FOUR wonderful Siberian Huskies that will not let me stop trying. They each have their own job & I did not train them which is the miracle GOD placed in my path. One yells at me when I seem to have given up. Another one howls at me when I have forgotten something, another one is the "house mother" & the other one is the gentle giant who keeps reminding me I do not have to be a mean hearted giant myself. All four keep me grounded & I love them for just loving me. I feel guilty that I cannot walk them because of the pain level I am in & I know that they need that everyday. My first goal is to take them for a walk everyday which will be a miracle.