A daughter, wife and mother of 3. Loved playing sports in high school and once graduated feel I lost all of who I was. Don't handle change very well. Fear runs my life. I have fear of losing one of my kids, getting real sick, dying and my kids having to live life without me. Losing my husband. I have been an emotional eater for many years. Lack motivation and drive. Very unhappy. Husband and I argue all the time. I just can't do it anymore. What really opened my eyes was to hear my 7 year old tell me he didn't want his mommy to be big.