My name ia RAYMOND I'm 17 and I’ve lived my life to what I’ve considered to be its fullest to this point. I’ve been close to breaking down and not knowing what to do, but I’m still here. I love people in my life to a point where I sometimes drive them out of it, unknowingly. I’ve lost best friend, and something in between, but I’ve realized everything works out plans for it to be, I’ve examined my life and come in the realization that the more important people that come and out of it have made such an impact on me and who I’ve become . . . so love me, hate me, I give you my sincerest thanks. I may lose something important but I do gain something far more important. I’ll hold a grudge but, I eventually forgive and forget!,now I don't rush into anything and I just let things fall into places.