I just started using Chantix again for the 3rd time, and my fear is getting fatter than I already am.  I am 5ft 2 and in this picture weigh 166 pounds.  I have started to eat better and in 3 months weigh 142 lbs. My goal weight is 115. I loath exercising, but will do it. I ordered both the book and cd.  My health is horrible, and I have to get over all the suffering I have endured over the past 6 years and get on with it.  I am hopeful that 2011 will be the start of something good for me.  Sometimes I feel like I am a child of a lessor God,,,