Hi!  I was suprised to see someone reaching out, especially so soon.  I look forward to sharing experiences with you.  Maybe we can help one another. I read your profile and see that you really are going thru alot.  To be honest it helped me to see that my complaints are petty.  You have a beautiful family and I know how illness can effect the way we care for our families, which in turn can lead to depression.  I'm hear to chat anytime you want or need.  BTW... I have no friends either,except those at work.  I just don't get out much.  Take Care and keep your Faith.