Frog water color... I did a while back.. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- a poem I did write IN ICU aprox, June 5 2006,I wrote 2 poems in 3 min, I was desperate for my dad.. It just Poured out of me...AND I made a copy by hand and HUNG IT INSIDE ICU! and Family with held info that was suppose to be mine! I was/am his daughter he said no POA no ADVANCED DIRECTIVE! I am his daughter...I LOVE HIM...He had Mental Illness LAter in LIFE and was arrogant,and nasty..HE couldn't help it... I can't find the actual one I am trying to do from memory... ---------------------------- Till The Soil' Till The Soil! "Spring?" was it fall?" ...........................maybe' some can forget it all. Some say your Nasty others a Waste' they don't remember your sun scorched face.! --------KIck Ball---Carvel------3Flights UPPP! -------andyourbigwhitechevytruck----------- Dyeing it just isn't the same' as What and For do Nasty Families Gain...! so as you lay there all day all night long; I will holler the truth ----------------"YOUR SONG"------------------------------------------------ (Elton John's Your song see Ive forgotten if there green or they BLUE) I stay here Just as before.... I love you ....and wether you dead or alive.. your eyes will forever be blue..I love you your daughter Linda Heisler Nov. 1933-Oct 2006 I am sorry daddy...I know GOD told you all that happened.You know I was there all the time.I was there if I could move that pillow one scintilliant of a fraction of Inch,for your Comfort. I was there if you could have a tiny sip,a lick of a ROOTBEER LOLLY POP...I trued to get your glasses...I asked from day one! Helen brought them the last 3 weeks of your life.. BY THEN..you couldnt read...you were becomming incoherant from all the METELCAPMIDE REGLAN they gave you ! I begged them to stop! I saw your sheakeing hands.and your wekness.I KNOW DAD.. I was helpless,THEY were bad evil,irresponsable care takers,and STONE WALLED me and KIMMY....allowed HELEN DANA your sister to be your HEALTH PROXY! She denies the needle could off! SHE never Inquired for any records while you were there! THEY DID THOUGH cause the never checked her cradentials for a Health Proxy...YOU DISCOUNTED HER IN YOUR OWN HANDS! NO POA UPON ADMISSION! what could I do? every time I attempted anything one tiny complain to the Division of HEalth and Senior Services.....THEy would take away my Visiting Privleges! They also didnt have a Prevention of BED SORES...I begged for a batter mattress,YOU HAD allmost 30 k in the bank HELEN COULD HAVE purchesed the mattress for you..the air fluid air,I saw the nurse change the VAC<scuzz ,debridement sucker pads,and empty machine WITH NO GLOVES! DADDY this drove me insane! I chased that bi***...I chased her after I said SUSAN" where are you gloves"REMEBER? and she dropped it allover the floor gathered it and then ran down the hall,and up the exit stair well,that big black fat woman in the hall out-sideyour door......WOM I never saw before, said she didnt see SUSAN RUN OUT! KINDRED is where you were twards the bitter ends...IT WAS HELL for you daddy.I brought you cushions and pillow cases of your favorite blue..I begged for a second OPINION<Dr Anderson ,refused to allow me...SOmething was very bad in youur suregry,YOU Didnt even realize you had 2 surgerys..I TOLD YOU ! I ASKED for them to tell you .THEY would not allow me a Meeting for The POA! They never proved this,and I HAVE ALL YOUR RECORDS DADDY. They didnt have the proper records.and I should have been able to get you a second opinion,in JUNE.I feel that Dr Anderson wanted you to be alive now and get rid of you knowing your body would eventually fall..apart from Blood transfusions. Bed SORES,18x14x3.2 cm deep..and a hole in your PENIS>.and on the sides,I walked in the room they said they just washed you,and you stunk! I am sorry I have to say this...you had dry diareha...allover the sheets! I know cause when I walked in I saw your Scrotum and I turned my head and pulled the sheet down! and it was defacated all over and dry as a bone! they didnt care for you daddy..I WOULD HAVE gotton Hospice if it was futile.YOU DIDNT HAVE To suffer like this.. cause now I suffer.. I cant TRUST ANYONE>>>>> I FEar MY BODY<MY SOULD<MY LIFE I fear that you didnt know they were keeping me away from you when they did that DOUG C. LIED and stated I signed a doc. and breached a contract ! I say where is it. HE phoned me on my cell.. HE is bad,that place cares for their RISK MANAGEMENT WHAT ABOut that doc that said YOU HAD ACUTE LUNG INJURY? well where did she go? they skipped looking and went to blame Hemoriods for this HEMMORAGEING NEED to TrNSFUSE YOU FOR 6 MONTHS! poop didnt even come out but by a tube! DADDY I am sorry.. daddy I am so freaking screwed up by this.. I will not speak to mom..THEY ARE ALL A*******.. she refused to come to your side.. you begged me to,get her and the others and I FAILED I KNOW I TRIED I just need you to know how very hard I did try all of everything I was capable of attempting short of sneaking you out.. DADDY..I PRAY you know this.. I have to know that oyou know!..because they removed me,and held meetings,and THEY could not be trusted they lied took me away from KIMMY And steve! HE DIED right before you ..I hope yous are together... dad you got to tell me something.. i am at my ends ...i amnot functioning and am not healthy cause i do not want to do anything. I have no one to understand all of this. and I need you to tell me something.. I never did your obituarty,or you rashes to the bay yet. I still have yyou r$$ and will hire a forge to make a statue of you fishing..or something..andthen dump you in the bay! DAD i am sorry.. they lied Joyce and Helen...Kimmy and me tried. Kimmy cursed at them I remained kool,on eggshells cause I knew they didnt want me every day all hours! I HAdt o make sure...Mikes mom was upstairs too and she had stroke and dies right after you! ITS ALL JUS TOOO MUCE Cadence J. got hit woth a fire work when you were in hospital..and I went there to MICHIGAN for some days...but I came back you know that I told you ! Just reminding you ! YOU SAID YOU WERE IN PAIN AND THE NURSE SAID your not in pain George! doc said no meds! Please daddy tell me something.

Artist orignials creative distractions by Linda Chartier

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