I am a stay at home mother of 2,Son Joseph,25 and a Daughter Monique 17. Daughter In Law ,Erin 22,and Grand baby Cadence 3. Bichon Poodle Buster 14,Boxer Theo 5.

Mike,Monique ME and the Puppies reside in a 200 yr old Historical Home near the Bay in NJ. Philip Freneau lived here,and wrote his Poems,during the Revolutionary War.

I am a chronic Pain Sufferer. I fear my Body the older I get the Worst it has become. I believe I am enduring PTSD

I wittnessed my father in a ICU Room,at a NJ Hospital.They Abused their Power,and Prohibited me and my sibblings from obtaining His Imediate Health Information,even though he was single,and Desired NO HEALTH PROXY ,from Before.

When he was admitted,he said NO! to both Advanced Directives,No Power of Attorney.HE disclaimed Aunt HElen the Night BEfore,told his ex-wife Judy Galarza,"Helen is a GOD DAM LIAR"

Surgery that was a Medical Error. I stood at his side for 6 months,during that time the Dr the Hospital,the Nurses,and Administration,allowed his sister to be his HEalth Proxy. AND Dysfunctional Hid the facts,NEEDEL COUND OFF<HE was Bleeding Internally  for 6 months,until death,and they HID THE reasons....

When I made formal complaints,they got RID OF  ME,abused Power  I was helpless.

I/We requested a second Independent Opinion,as well as Proof of POA they HAD.

THEY SAID ASK HELEN.HELEN REFUSED AS WELL! THEYE NEVER GAVE ME THE MEETING I SHOULD HAVE

HAD WITH THE DR AND THE AUNT AND ME AND THE SOCIAL /CASE WORKER.My father could speak!

HE BEGGED ME FOR HELP!

He was in awful PAIN! They did not assist him,his back killed him,THE BED SORES I HAVE PHOTOS OF,I did not look at them,my husband went to the Funeral HOME and took them,for Proof they refused to do a autopsy.

Today is my last day to file. I have such depression and the Attorney Screwed me around,and changed the terms.

SO I filed Prose,and I fall apart when It is anything to do with this!

I have been in therapy,I say THAT I can't deal with what I have seen.   and I am told just get medications.

Also when I hear anything to do with Medical,I double over in pain! What is this?

MY LIFE as I knew it is gone.  My family suffers cause I am DETACHED,and just do my ART.I have not one friend.

I am withdrawn and alone 95% of the week.  My Husband is here,BUT I avoid him.

I am also an empty NEst,soon,and  No one needs me,I am also in a NEW hoe,after 11 years in Az,Back in NJ

Too MAny Changes and sadness keep me. HERE.I am not who I WAS.

my art can be seen at 

www.outsideartist.com

Peace

linda