Thank you so much it is really hard,  i thank you for your words of wisdom and appreciate that im not the only one that struggles or struggled in school. I plan on taking it one day at a time if i tried doing it any other way it would not work. Do you work in a hospital or what kind of work do you do thats another issue im having is deciding if i should specalize there are so many things you can do as a nurse so adverse possibilities  I feel its a wonderful field because of the oppurtunity!!