Hi my name is Martha. I see that you have suffered from anxiety. I would like to talk to you about my anxiety. Please email me back. Thanku. marthaamendez@yahoo.com
Sorry it has taken me awhile to get back to you..I have been living on my husband's schuel and I have been a little off 7pm to 7am so truly I am so sorry.
The truth of the matter with me was/is I was sexually abused as a kid. From age 5-12 incest and when it all ended at age 12 I started smoking weed and drinking and covering up a whole lot of shi56.
So by the time I got out of HS and out in the real world and worked and had my first baby I had a messed up brain to begin with (I AM SAYING ME NOT YOU)When I was pregnant and had all my kids the best thing I ever did was not use drugs or drink I became HYPER VIGILANT This is where I guarded my kids like a solider like superduper over protective like you look at my kids the wrong wayI will chew your F head off I couldnt even change there diaper in the bathroom without thinking someone was trying to hurt my babies..
Than I got the dizzieness in my head, Then my phobias to myself kicked in to me not my kids, my world girl got real real small. GOD FORBID anything would ever happen to my babies I had 3 I would have killed myself. ALL those things you described was me and if there was any sort of abuse on your endI am here to tell you YOU ARE NOT ALONE. This is just what happen to me and I got better!
User Comments - ChrissyLH
Hi my name is Martha. I see that you have suffered from anxiety. I would like to talk to you about my anxiety. Please email me back. Thanku. marthaamendez@yahoo.com
hi chrissy , thank you for accepting me as friend before you know any thing about me , iam muslim, sudanese single 28y
i hope to benefit each other by exchange informations
How is it going girl?
Are things getting better?
xox
Dear Chrissy,
Sorry it has taken me awhile to get back to you..I have been living on my husband's schuel and I have been a little off 7pm to 7am so truly I am so sorry.
The truth of the matter with me was/is I was sexually abused as a kid. From age 5-12 incest and when it all ended at age 12 I started smoking weed and drinking and covering up a whole lot of shi56.
So by the time I got out of HS and out in the real world and worked and had my first baby I had a messed up brain to begin with (I AM SAYING ME NOT YOU)When I was pregnant and had all my kids the best thing I ever did was not use drugs or drink I became HYPER VIGILANT This is where I guarded my kids like a solider like superduper over protective like you look at my kids the wrong wayI will chew your F head off I couldnt even change there diaper in the bathroom without thinking someone was trying to hurt my babies..
Than I got the dizzieness in my head, Then my phobias to myself kicked in to me not my kids, my world girl got real real small. GOD FORBID anything would ever happen to my babies I had 3 I would have killed myself. ALL those things you described was me and if there was any sort of abuse on your endI am here to tell you YOU ARE NOT ALONE. This is just what happen to me and I got better!
xox
Hi, your children are adorable. They do look alike.
Have a good weekend.
Debbie
hiiiiiiiii i like you and iwanna be your friend
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