Dude,

I feel for you as you fight depression.  I fight it daily too.

Luckily, I have found the right meds and counseling to win the many, daily battles I fight.

I also go to a local support group because we all need friends.  My life isn't perfect, but its getting better.

I suggest that you do all of these things.  1. Ask your doctor about a good psychiatrist who can prescribe to you meds that will help you. 2. Find a licensed counselor to listen and talk with you about your life issues. 3. Find a support group in your area.  Mine meets at a church, and others meet at hospitals.

You look like a handsome person who looks good with a beard.  To me you have the bone structure of action actor Dwayne Johnson.  Be encouraged that depression and negative self feelings can be beat.

Good luck and Godspeed.

Chris from Texas