Sorry for your loss! Your words are beautifully written. Writing helps the heart heal, along with time.

Beautiful art, words, and expression mirroring the depths of your heart. Find your energy in meditative walks and if you can find a way to dance it out--I am both a visual artist and dancer, and find both ways of outlet. I hope you can chanel your feelings that way also.

do you know Doug Campbel?

Thanks about my art!

He is VP ..he lied about me.

he is the one that could have made it all right WHAT WAS Your position and when did you work there?PLEASEmy neice I painted I FACE PAINT for parties and free for non profit fund raisers

You are a great artist.

Dear Sweetheart,

I actually worked at that hospital!

ROBERT WOOD JOHNSON HOSPITAL NEW BRUNSWICK, NJ RIGHT?

You are suffering a great loss and your art is your outlet.  Please keep blogging because believe it or not it will help you.

Also if you can go over to www.drphil.com and find the depression board.  I am labelfree over there too.  Dr Phil and his books saved my life in JUNE 2005. I was in the most darkest deepest spiral down.  Black swirls are ugly but I promise sweetheart your life and all of this will make sense one day.

Try calling ST PETERS IN NEW BRUNSWICK just try please if not for yourself for me call and find out if they have a breavement group.  There are others who are walking around with the same questions you posted here.

I know there are other hospitals in the area like SOMERSET MEDICAL CENTER IN SOMERVILLE if you have a car that do have these groups.  The people may not have the same situation as what happened to your Daddy but they have also experienced a loss.

I am here for you,  I will be here for you and I will say extra prayers for you too.

Please know you are special and I will hold you high up in my prayers Angel.

xox