Hello Labelfree,   Sounds like you've not only had a bad day, you've had some bad times in your life.  I'm happy to read that you are turning that around.  If you truly believe in God, you have made a huge and rewarding change in your life.  You must also believe your life belongs to God, it's his life. If you keep following this path you will overcome any painful past.  Keep telling your story.  

Hello labelfree it sounds like you are working an awsome program.Keep up the great work.Some times I get a chuckel becuase I think we all should go to meettings. Maybe everyone could learn how to turn around stinking thinking and have a place to vent and get some positive feed back. So keep posting and keep up the good work on your lifes new journey. Just for today

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Sheilah