Girlfriend, you need to celebrate your beauty, not hide it.  You will find some people seek out others who are perfect.  And then there are people like me, who are happy to find that the majority of people are just imperfect, like me.  The smiling pictures are much nicer because that is the REAL YOU.   Let her go and be happy.  celebrate your differences.  i think you are beautiful.  Have a fab night.  Bobbie