I am glad to say the depression has lifted somewhat, but am still a bit in the dumps.. Especially now that they turned off the cable and I cant afford to get it back, plus I dont have the money for those converter boxes.  So I can twiddle my thumbs all day now.. Cant watch any of my shows now,,, Dr Phil, Dr OZ, The Doctors, nothing.  It hasnt been as warm today, plus it is raining so makes getting outside impossible.   I am trying very hard to keep the spirits up but it is very hard to do.