I am 43 , Happily married 10 years Have a wonderful 5 year old Thomas Jay (TJ) who was diagnosed with Juv Diabetes TYPE 1 Last may , 27th .  we are doing ok . Life changing but we can do it I need to lose weight badly . My husband Jay is  a wind tech and is gone for 6 weeks at a time . II would love to find me again in the midst of all hysterectomy, diabetes, no sleep  I lost myself for my son and husband I need me back . I look in the mirror and I don't know who the hell I am looking at but I don't like who I see.