Well .. I have talked to my PCP late last year, a few months after it all started, and she referred me to a psychiatrist. Symptoms: Paranoia, Anxiety, loss of interest, etc. Well I thought I was crazy, you know like schizophrenic or bipolar, whatever, and he said it was just depression no biggie and he prescribed me some meds (Lexapro 40mg) and it turned me into this even more angry and depressed person. There...

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So, here I am again sitting at work at the hospital and I am trying to figure out what's wrong with me. For the past year I've been losing all this motivation towards school that caused me to fail 2 classes last year and my relationship with my parents getting worse instead of progressing. Also I find myself coming home and just crashing on the couch not working out anymore, just losing interest in everything....

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So...Im sitting at work writing this blog..dk why.. but just wondering if I should get breast implants. It was also brought to my attention that now doctors are starting to put the implants in front of the muscle so it doesn't hurt as bad. But I'm kinda having doubts becoming a paramedic/firefighter, it would get in the way when running and back problems.. anyways.. I guess my point is; Which looks more natural? Behind or...

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