I TAKE LIFE AS IT COMES , NOT KNOWING WHEN MY DAY IS AT A END. I'M VERY CLOSE TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY. MOST OF THE  PEOPLE THAT FEEL LIKE THEY KNOW ME LOOK AT ME AS IF EVEYTHING IN MY LIFE IS ALL GOOD AS IF I DON'T HAVE A WORRY IN THE WORLD. WHICH I CAN UNDERSTAND SOMETIMES BECAUSE I DON'T SHOW MY FEELING A LOT BUT THATS ONLY MY EXTERIOR. INSIDE IT'S SOMETHING TOTALLY DIFFERENT. THERE ARE THINGS IN MY PASS THAT I TRY TO FORGET BUT THATS EASIER SAID THEN DONE. NOBODY DESERVES ANYTHING BAD TO HAPPEN TO THEM BUT SOMETIMES LIFE DEALS YOU A HAND THAT MAKES YOU ASK THAT QUESTION, WHY ME? ESPECIALLY! WHEN SOMEONE THAT YOU LOVE  HURT YOU MOST. RATHER IT'S FREINDS OR FAMILY. I'M LEARNING NOW THAT, THIS IS WHAT MAKES ME A BETTER PERSON. A STRONGER PERSON. I SAY AT TIMES THAT I HAVE FORGIVEN THE PEOPLE IN MY PASS THAT HURT ME BUT DEEP DOWN INSIDE I FEEL I'M ONLY LIEING TO MYSELF. MAYBE! ONE DAY I'LL BE ABLE TO FORGIVE AND NEVER LOOK BACK BUT AS OF RIGHT NOW, THIS IS WERE I'M AT.
  
 I'M OUTGOING, LOVING, CARING AND WILLING TO HELP A PERSON WHEN EVER I CAN. I LOVE KIDS. I HAVE SO! MANY THINGS THAT I HAVE TO ACCOMPLISH . I DREAM OF BEING ABLE TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN PEOPLE'S LIVES. MY GOAL IS TO BECOME A TEACHER AND THERES OTHER THINGS TOO! BUT  AS RIGHT NOW, THATS BASICALLY WHAT I'M FOCUSED ON. I'M STARTING COLLEGE IN JANUARY AND I HAVE TO ADMIT I GET SCARED SOMETIMES BUT YOU KNOW HOW IT IS WHEN YOU BEGIN SOMETHING NEW. ESPECIALLY! WHEN IT'S IMPORTANT TO YOUR FUTURE. SOMETIMES I SAY I'M NOT SURE, BUT! I KNOW THIS IS WHAT I WANT, SO! I'M READY.